the city is haunted

i've heard that
the city is haunted.
my biggest problem is that i fear it's populated with one's i love.
i've finished wishing,
temporarily.
i've finished caring,
for the moment.

this has gone on long enough,
don't you think?
i've done my wrongs,
i wish to end
the issues, problems, moments.

i wish you never noticed me.

i think.

when will we give up?
when will we stop this bullshit?
time and time and time.
again.

so, we'll send letters we know
have been read.
and we'll send messages we're sure
have been heard.
but we'll feel equally as lost
and equally as angry
and solutions will stare us in our ignorant faces.

come in the form of liquid.
come in the form of hate.
come in the form of song.
come in the form or words.

we had nothing to do with tonight;
however,
i take full credit for my actions.

whether i want to or not.