if i've ever apologized, fuck you.
if i've ever apologized, fuck you.
if i've ever apologized, fuck you.

this does not mean i hate you. i know it sounds like i do. but i wanted to yell at you so badly tonight, i needed the release, i wanted to be pissed. but, i did not feel that it was fair, so i kept quiet for a while. when i let myself get angry about something little, you freaked out. so i was no longer allowed to be angry at all. so here i am. so i have to be okay with everything, because that's what kind people do. iamsoconfusedwhatshouldidothanksforthingsididnotwanttothinkabout...
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