eva never came.
things are fucking crazy.
a friend from high school emailed me, and she and i never got a chance to get close, so it was really nice to hear from her. one of those people you always wonder how they are. she's doing well. thats cool, i'm happy about that.
sometimes trees bear fruit...sometimes they're bare. i can only hope my tree will bear fruit again in the future. at least the fruit i love. i only love one fruit, i only have taste for one. time shall tell. time shall tell.

as always, i'm come crawling back to blogger at times of mania or depression. well, not quite either, thats a bit rash i suppose. regardless, mountains, not valleys.

tonight we're playing in philly, which should be interesting, because eva from fata is coming to check us out, or at least she says she is. if she picks us up, things could change forever, and if she doesn't we could be left struggling as a band. either idea is a bit scary. i'm more nervous than i was when fred came to see us, and triple crown even picked us up. oh well. i guess i don't have the support i used to, so its a bit harder now. i've got to learn to live with that and move on.

soon, soon, soon. i promise.